I’m more than 2k in debt with my credit cards, we have no savings or anyone to turn to. I don’t know what we’re going to do but i know we don’t have enough for our rent due on the 4th of February. I hope you guys are doing better than we are-good luck

I don’t know what’s going on and i’m too tired to think…but one of these days i’ll post about what im truly feeling. Once i figure out what that is, of course. 

stressing over money…

i need 400$ by january, i have a phone bill of 275$, i need to pay 250$ for rent and 50$ for my insurance.

as much as i try not to think about this, i can’t help it. im drowning. 

and i also need to pay for tuition and books…fuck

Anonymous asked: you deserve better than him. i honestly dont get why you are with him at all

i couldn’t picture my life without him, at all. i guess i love him or something

today clyde and i were making out and all of a sudden he pulled away from me and said “what are you doing? dont you know how to kiss?”

it totally killed the mood and made me feel horrible. what the fuck is wrong with him……or with me..

i want a fertility test. 

I ran a red light on accident the other day, and it was like a legit red light, too. Fortunately, no cars were going at the time and i didn’t hit anything-but now im freaking out. What if a camera saw me?! I don’t want to get a ticket mailed to me!